I haven’t written much lately and I wasn’t able to finish my self-created #HappyOctober challenge. Honestly, things got hard to manage. I had good moments where I felt great, especially around my beloved Halloween.
I also had times where I wanted to walk out of wherever I was and cry my eyes out. It’s harder than I thought it would be to put on a brave face when you’re hurting inside and you’re not sure why. Or, you ache physically because you’re sad and you can’t help yourself. I feel trapped inside my own brain much of the time.
I’m trying the #NaNoWriMo challenge this month. I’m only 2,000+ words in, but that’s 2000 more than I had to start. Wish me luck!